趁我还记得爬牛奶海的痛苦，赶紧记录一下，因为现在我已经吃了汉堡王后复活了，又很生猛了[允悲]。爬升牛奶海的过程较为陡峭，我一直怀着以自己舒服的速度自己一个人爬上去，事实上我学生都没胆量爬，于是真的一个人以self-pace登牛奶海了，爬升过程因为以自己可以接受的速度爬行，所以大半段爬行都是可以接受的。直到最后一段（大概1km）开始有高反，可能海拔更高加上体力透支以及山顶恶劣的下雨狂风天气，我就开始跨了，爬到牛奶海也没有特别开心，景差强人意（水位低加天气不算好加人多）。下坡状态是头炸裂，眼睛都睁不开，加失温！勉强买了一瓶氧气，感觉随时晕倒，跟家长报备状态...晕乎乎地下山成功到达洛绒牛场，其实每一步我都觉得我可能会晕倒，的确感觉身体在地狱，终于坐下下山的车...海拔下降，温度提升，胃口恢复！死而复生的感觉不能更好了。此时喝完一杯热咖啡、牛堡和薯条的我真的有点忘记高反严重的痛苦了，没准下次还要来...因为我就是那么“作”，其实以前买马拉松越野跑在“撞墙”时候也很痛苦，但痛苦的感觉是完全不一样的，这次的痛苦感是脑袋炸裂和呕吐感和失温，是独一无二的体验。（随便路上记录一下） https://t.cn/ROhxvyc

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Problems are really nightmares causing headaches, frustraction even sometimes can end up with fight.
It is quite suprising that some scenario considered to be a problem but in reality are not on other hand there some scenario are illusioned not to be the problem while in reality are deadly problems, the basis of phenomenon it has to do with point of view and how our mind is programmed.
All in all, our problems cant be solved or comfort ourself by self deception that they are not existing.

10JUL

Dear You,
I'm sitting here in the office like the same as always.
Thinking about how my day passing.

Lately I crying a lot...
But not as much as before.

I would love to garb your hand.
But dose it really exist.

I'm sitting here.. As always by my self.
Thinking how I used to be... Actually I'm alone.

The sound of malody in the head still playing while writing.

The sad melody.. But it make my day.
I love to share with you... But could not.