I was never meant to be.
I'm in the dark,
but I can see this world was never meant for me.
Should I stay or should I go.
I've been walking down this road.
As of lately I've been homesick.
最近我一直想家，
But I'm still so sick of home.
但我仍然 很厌倦家，
I'm feeling just like a ghost.I'm nobody, I'm alone.
我谁也不是 我独自一人，
Got no body,
Just a soul.
My backs been on these ropes.
我的背被这些绳子捆住，
My hearts been getting cold.
My skins been getting numb.
我的皮肤已经失去知觉，
My minds been getting dull.
I see what I've become.

To 若～
During our lives, there've always been departures with families, friends or lovers.

They passed off, ran away or just disappeared, things that you can't get control of. It's terribly insufferable however,you will accept at last, watching their receding backs.

Until one day, we know how to lose, how to gain, how to cherish what we have with her. Then we finally learn how to say goodbye. Wish that her best time was spent with you, and with her forever.

We feed squirrels and birds over the winter. This little guy just makes me feel so bad. I know that squirrels get mange, but this is ridiculous! I've only seen it in spots on their backs before. It looks like this one is starting to get some tail fur back. This spring I'm going to have to redo the work I did last year. All of my mulch has been destroyed thanks to these guys. Think I will switch to rock and find something to use as a feeder so I don't have to put the food on the ground.