For a long while now, I’ve suspected that connection with another person, real connection, simply isn’t possible. I’m curious if you disagree. Although I suspected you feel as I do in this, as you do in so many other things. So tell me, is it possible to truly know another person? Is it even a worthwhile pursuit?Yours is the only opinion I’ll trust,the only point of you that holds even the faintest interest. I find my diversions,as I always do. But the days are long in this gray place.

apologize/apology
The NetEase apologized for the drastic job cuts. 暴力栽人
I do apologize.
My apologies.
A letter of apology.

I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry if I said anything wrong.

My bad.
My mistake.
My fault.
Why didn't you reply to my messages?
Woops!My bad!

Excuse me for a while,I willl be right back.

I accept your apology.
It is ok. No worries. No biggie.

I am most relaxed when alone, because I don’t think myself boring or tedious.
我独处时最轻松，
因为我不觉得自己乏味。

Even if I’m bored, I can also tolerate it by myself and don’t drag in other people.

Therefore I don’t need to feel uneasy.

即使乏味，
也自己承受，
不累及他人，
无需感到不安。