看完The bucket list，一直在无声的抽泣，像是有什么东西堵住心肺，喘不过气来。

那种感觉就像是800米体测跑完后的耳鸣，只剩下心脏强烈震跳的窒息。

我缓不过神，于是去跑步。上海的天气逐渐升温，加上潮湿阴雨，气压很低。再飘着毛毛细雨，落在身上，浑身变得黏腻，还有道路的坑坑洼洼。

那一刻的氛围感差极了，看过电影后过去的回忆蜂拥般袭来。思念，懊恼，还有那张病床....

又跑了无氧800米，真实的心肺炸裂感按压住了今晚波涛汹涌的思绪万千。

最后，最喜欢也最不喜欢医院化疗的场景。它让我唤起尘封的记忆，想起最爱的人；却又几度想合上电脑，不忍再看下去。

Hope u have already found the joy in ur life.

创作一个故事的过程，你和笔下人物一样，会经历困惑、痛苦、挣扎、迷茫、怀疑，但你知道，那些都是你应该经历的。

U may fail 100 or even 1000 times and restart again and again, but what u can't do is giving up and stepping backwards.

Just keep moving on with ur loved characters in ur stories, and u will find the answer u have been expecting on the way to ur goal.

Never say never, don't stay on the ground.

#创作##故事#

:Homosexual can’t get married cause it’s against my religion
:Okay, then you can’t have McDonald’s because l’m on a diet

:Man be like “Not all man”
but then say “get home safe”
:Safe from what? Ghosts?Dogs?

To the man that say”homosexuality isn’t natural “
Then
Why is ur G-SPOTS in ur ASS?