My aunt birthday is coming and I saw a green butterfly at the kitchen top,I wonder how come all windows have screens and always closed .I let it fly outside but the next day yesterday another brown butterfly in the,same place where I found the green butterfly and in my country old people believed it is a spirit of the family that wanted to bring a message and I tell this to my mom she told me the,same story. Aunt whatever message you want to tell us just let us know clearly. [泪]

I wonder whether there is crystal heart sleeps in my chest, or there is a muddy barren land with one wild rose stands firmly among.
And I could never figure out the line between reality and fantasy. Probably there isn't even a line, there is a square of dream that I live in, couldn't be brave enough to step into the monsters world outside. I could, but I don't want to. I am courageous to challenge it, but I retreat soon. Though it is necessary to retreat. Dream and fantasy, or my imagination is the nutrition of my intellectual world, that it couldn't function without.

找/工/作找到5/月/份是什么体/验？就是你反过来要安/慰很多人，没/事/没/事，有pl/an b，不用担/心，不用着/急[笑cry]。
之前看b/b/s，有前/辈说，经历了秋/招和租/房才能真的算成/年了，I cou/ldn't agr/ee mo/re.找/工/作这件事，让我收/益非常非常大，一些off/er简直不/值/一/提，让我再次深/度tes/t了我自/己，针对我自己这个主/体的深/度报/告的结/论就是，我要继续重/仓我自己～Tha/nks for all the expo/sures.