二舅的故事，其实更节制一点较好。配乐应该用Joni Mitchell的Both Sides Now，要明媚的可以考虑Frank Sinatra，Brothers Four的版本，要平静的，原唱的live版都很好。正是: something's lost, but something's gained in living ev'ry day, I've looked at life from both sides now, from win and lose and still somehow, it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all, I really don't know life at all，青山依旧在，几度夕阳红。

Our 1777th day, I didn't learn in the daytime. Because I assembled the cabinet in the afternoon, it made me very tired. But I felt happy, because you could study in clean environment.

I chatted with brother for a while, I talked with Chen in the evening. There were no many things happening everyday.

I became a little lazy because Teacher Guo told me to do somethings I could. I still need to work hard.

今天7.27。
简直大转折，刚刚被气到小肚子疼。
考试的事情自己先偷偷难过。我妈的过度焦虑，恨不得给我来个生命倒计时，为什么所有事情总是要牺牲我，她看不到希望就要来打击我，她总是很焦虑就要拉上我，要逼我。无法沟通，和她解释就是在气我。
四五十岁的亲戚要任性，所以她把我拿去做无谓的牺牲，即便是牺牲我，那也不能解决问题，气的我感觉随时想不开，气到小肚子很疼。
鼓励我自己:I have some difficulties riding
up the hill.but i made it.
同时也被网上的小姐妹鼓励到，做事沉下心，不着急，总会做到的。
还有房琪真的很治愈。