当网骗的时光结束
今天去的是一个老小区拍照 居民楼都是像上世纪七八十年代那样 没有粉刷外墙 都是一栋栋的红砖楼 和旁边盛放的三角梅简直相得益彰 人家户就是一排一个一个紧挨着 门朝着外面 我以为这些楼里都没有人住 没想到刚刚赶着夕阳出来 看到很多老人摇着蒲扇在楼下纳凉 还有传出门窗的炒菜香 风中飘扬的大裤衩 懒洋洋的老猫 比现在很多地方都有生活气息

读书的时候太乖，欣赏不来摇滚乐，第一次听Bob Dylan《答案在风中飘扬》 Blowin' in the wind 已是中年，嚼着歌词，觉得味道不淡。这次艺仓美术馆举办的 Retrospectrum Bob Dylan鲍勃迪伦艺术展很不错，很多歌曲于我而言都是第一次听，配着他的手稿和素描，别有一番滋味：

“你将要做什么 我蓝眼睛的孩子？”
“我要在暴雨来临之前离开
我要站在高山上反射它的形象 让所有灵魂都能看见
然后我还要站在海面上 直到我开始沉没
.......”
——《大雨将至》

以下是看展时摘录的：

-What make a good drawing?
The right lines in the right places.
What make a good lyric?
The right words inside of the right melody.(Interview on Mondo Scripto,2016)

-The road out would be treacherous, and I didn't know where it would lead but I followed it anyway.It was a strange world ahead that would unfold, a thunderbolt of a world with jagged lightning edges.Many got it wrong and never get it right. I went straight into it. It was wide open.
(Chronicles,2004)

-I believe that the key to the future is in the remnants of the past. That you have to master the idioms of your own time before you can have any identity in the present tense. Your past begins the day you were born and to disregard it is cheating yourself of you really are.
(The Beaten Path,2016)

不，朋友们

不，朋友们，我永远不会做苦行者，随你怎么说。

假如她不和我一起受戒的话，我是永远不会做苦行者的。

假如我不能找到荫蔽的住所和陪我苦修的人，我是永远不会变成苦行者的。这是我坚定的决心。

不，朋友们，假如林荫深处没有欢笑的回响，假如橘黄色的披风下摆不在风中飘扬，假如深林的幽静不因温柔的私语而加深，我是永远不会离开炉火和家庭，退隐到林子深处孤独苦修的。