八月
上旬：背一周单词，几个面试，一个笔试。
中旬：边备考边投简历边边打算go长沙
下旬：和家里关系白热化，真的really want to go farther，no matter where。投了几个简历，可能秋招太早了，回音好慢。回去再投几个意向公司吧，希望能顺利通过所有筛选面试，收到满意offer。

九月已到，我并不觉得充满希望，只是觉得自己好缺钱，真的缺，后悔没有多存钱，大四考个狗屁gwy天天喝奶茶花光了大部分积蓄，暑假以来家里又不怎么给钱，做个叛逆的决定又不会得到任何经济支持，真的很难，真的超级难，感觉活不下去了。
我说去找家教挣点生活费，您就一脸看不起，鄙夷说道去干这个？我TMD，你要是能在我择业期送我大把钱，我何必吃这个苦啊？真是笑死人，都说了是去找工作。您不说还好，您一说我真的想吵架，shabi。
难过就难过一点吧，艰苦就艰苦一点吧，千万别让我正式工作独立生活，不然过年都不回来瞅你一眼。
当然还是感恩有人在困苦时愿意帮我的，雪中送炭比锦上添花来得珍贵。

#BBBuild[超话]#
It's all right, Bible, we don't want anything that gets dirty. We'll have countless trophies later. I'm sure you will stand on the podium with bui and get the clean honor that really belongs to you in the near future! Come on! And you stop saying you're not worth it. You're worth it! Stop being a little crying bag. Oh, we will always support you and love you!

A bubble from China.

#bsumettikul[超话]##bible柏博#
I don't know how to describe my mood now, but I want to tell bb that you deserve this award, even a hundred or thousand times better than it. in our hearts you are the uncrowned king, although we are defeated. Please believe in yourself, you deserve everything good, we love you。
今晚bb是无冕之王，我们虽败犹荣，bb的途还璀璨着呢！