Book 46 Verity
If you begin to read the book you will not be stopping until you finish it…
It’s amazing, each piece of the story is brilliant and you will be obsessed in it all, and only you can do is to continue reading and reading. You can’t guess the ending unless it comes to the end.
Yes, it’s the suspension story, if you like this kind of story you wouldn’t miss it.

To teach how to live without certainty, and yet without being paralyzed by hesitation, is perhaps the chief thing that philosophy, in our age, can still do for those who study it.
教导人们在不能确定时怎样生活下去而又不致为犹疑所困扰，也许这就是哲学在我们的时代仍然能为学哲学的人所作出的主要事情了。
——罗素 《西方哲学史》

到目前为止我的英语已经成功蒙混过关骗过了很多美国人，每次都是聊了很久才告诉对方我刚来美国一个多月，然后乐此不疲地观察他们惊掉下巴的神情。但我知道这离能够真正生活在这里还有很长距离。摩登家庭里Jay的朋友说Do you know how hard it is to be funny in a second language ，不仅是有趣，除了上课工作和正常社交场合以外其他的一切都很难。交流中遇到很难的词不得不停下来打开谷歌翻译的窘迫其实不算什么，最难的部分是我无法形成我的叙事。一直无法忘记那个晚上我试图和弟弟讲述自己却已是无话可说的那种灰败的心情，那一瞬间我们的距离无比靠近，我却意识到对方可能永远都不会真正了解我。