关于安全感，这个问题困扰我很久，想到一个，上周日职业规划课，老师给我们做价值观测试：诺亚方舟，只能上七个人，现在有十个人，必须放弃三个人，选择七个人，给“最想让ta活”和“最想让ta不活”排序，我把“优秀的警官”排在第一位让他活，甚至不是怀孕的妻子or other people who seem to be vulnerable，后来老师公布这些身份的代表，我惊讶并且觉得还挺准，why and how

因为联想式听歌，晚上从otherside几经转折又听到了fourth of July。之前剧在播的时候，900X版一度想被我拿来搞个polo的个人剪辑，但由于我太懒，没下文。每次听这个我就会下意识想到polo，单看歌词非常契合，完全我的心声（其实本意大相庭径。恋母情结深重的小可怜，lonely, impulsive, fragile, vulnerable。都过去这么久了，搞什么啊我还心痛

why it’s always that hard to find someone i can share the same interests every single little thing happens in my daily life and when i come across the one but i just can’t hold her .i just couldn’t get there,could i?i need kind of help as well I’m only a human .I can be vulnerable .i do miss those times there is always someone give my life a shit care someone i like and she does the same back
I’m literally tired