外界的声音太多 一直在评价我的错 you should be better、you shouldn‘t do that at all，好像我一直活在你们的评价与期待里，而忽略了我想要什么样的生活，我只是我而已，我也会犯错，也会做不好，可否多点原谅和理解，特别是此时，at my worst，just hug me and tell me that you are so perfect now，dont push yourself so hardly. i just need
some support and understanding.SOS.

Another night, another question，
Did you really think I wouldn't fly，
To a place where I could belong?
How could you think I wasn't worth a try?
And after all who cares what others think?
They flail around and find the missing link，
I thought I know them but I don't know who they are，
I could find them if I forced the charge，
I knew them, I knew them, I knew them，
Hmm……

Before the trial day, you can buy anything with money. After that, there is no electricity, no internet, no water, no traffic, no transaction. Ten thousand yuan can't buy a bag of rice, no books. All the knowledge you have is in your mind. All you have is people and things within ten meters of Fiona Fang, and you only live to fill your stomach. Even if you hoard a lot of materials, if it is discovered by the state, it will be plundered and distributed to others. Perhaps living is worse than dying. (only for survivors) Maybe the new world order is for the world after the pole shift.