#felix[超话]# 考虑到今天早上还有万恶的早八，强压住去内心的那种难受与微妙的心情，我终于带着泪痕在凌晨三点多昏昏沉沉地睡了过去。
上一次出现这种情况是9月22号，你对我说“You are my priority” “I don’t know why I’m being very emotional but I only like to be emotional in front of you,so that’s my only way of escape.”
表面上每当我看到流泪猫猫头的视频是都会跟着调侃一句“虽然但是，菲菲，我真的忍不住笑hhhh”，但其实当我那晚真的看到你说“I think I’m going to cry a little. The more you express your emotions I feel like I’m going to cry more.”的时间，眼泪却溃堤了。我想起你那段时间受到的委屈、你的腰伤、你得过新冠、你被人诬陷、但你还是那么爱我们安慰我们，让我感觉到整个世界的恶意都抵不过你的善。我哭的很大声。
我的人生可以分为遇见你以前和遇见你以后。本从不奢望与idol有丝毫联系的我却成为了你的“mental friend”。我真的不知道如何去表达为对你的超越世间万物的爱意，让你知道我们都爱着你，你值得这一切。
总是对我们说：明天也要度过快乐的一天我希望你能有力量去更好的生活你感觉怎么样？
但我真的很担心你，你那么单纯，却一次次的受到伤害。真的希望我们不是你的“first priority”，而你自己是。这个污浊的世界有着太多的恶意，我宁愿让所有箭矢都指向我，而你应该去享受春暖花开，只得被世界温柔以待。
醒来时仍感头脑昏沉，戴上口罩掩饰我的黑眼圈与泪痕，收拾好自己缓缓朝高数教室走去。
可能在同学眼中我与平时无异，但他们殊不知，我已经到达了一种新的境界。被天使精净化的境界。
“活着真好，还能看到天使”

看字母哥剪辑看的热血沸腾
虽然夺冠赛季垫脚，令球迷诟病
但不妨碍人们欣赏他从无名小卒到超级巨星的努力
“I'm getting old and weird. This is my first trip to Tampa Bay. I've never been here before. Unfortunately, we can't leave the hotel. I have no chance to experience Tampa Bay. Yes, I'm getting old and weird. I'm a loner. Look at me. Nobody around me likes me. this is it. Sometimes in life, no one will inspire you around you, they will not push you around, cheer for you, applaud for you. You must do it on your own. This is what I am doing now.”
Giannis Antetokounmpo

Today's TMI

-The first thing Taehyung do after wake up is talk to jungkook!!
-" i'm really doing a diet so. i don't have much strength. i didn't know a diet is this difficult. alway tired, sleepy, and no strength"

We got five mins of #金泰亨# And TMI [抱一抱]
说正在减肥，睡醒先跟#田柾国# 聊天

#金泰亨# 是#正泰# 粉头
#Maggie_in_LA#