我想起那天跟他在酒店看了一晚上电影，直到凌晨六点才昏昏睡去，第二天他先回学校，我打开手机播放起音乐，赤身裸体地起床洗漱，却忘记手机仍然连接着投屏，通过音箱整个房间填满了这首歌But man, When's it gonna be my turn?Don't forget me, Open me, tell me you like it, fuck me to death, Love me until I love myself. 在我学会爱自己之前，你能不能也给予我无尽的爱意？

In your place, if there is pain, nurse it, and if there is a flame, don’t snuff it out, don’t be brutal with it. Withdrawal can be a terrible thing when it keeps us awake at night, and watching others forget us sooner than we’d want to be forgotten is no better. We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything—what a waste!

But remember, our hearts and our bodies are given to us only once. Most of us can’t help but live as though we’ve got two lives to live, one is the mockup, the other the finished version, and then there are all those versions in between. But there’s only one, and before you know it, your heart is worn out, and, as for your body, there comes a point when no one looks at it, much less wants to come near it.

#阳光信用##每日一善#
You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You try to break me but you see what doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over 'cause you're gone