#留青的观影杂语#

趁着新年第一天，在病中心安理得地摆烂，看起了种草的电影。不得不说这部电影太致郁了，无论是配乐，画面，还是演员演技的情绪处理，都让我在越发渐冷的夜晚感到被冰水浸过一样的虚无，然而在思考中我也试图得到什么留恋向上的力量。

它是女性主义的，又远不止女性主义的，人生的意义本就是难以寻求到答案的，理想的自由和庸俗的现实本就存在无可调和的矛盾。一切烦扰都是时时刻刻的。当触及到麻木背后的真相，我们都不得不作出选择。不过在我看来，没有一种选择是错的。哪一种不是勇敢的体现呢？

Anyway, to look life in the face. Always. Happy New year. Bonjour 2023. [干杯]

I wanted to go to the movies today, but there was no theater in this mall…However I saw an exhibition [Oh my day ], and got my nails done with rabbits on it for two and a half hours, but I’m disappointed for which isn’t pretty at all…I just feel like I'm wasting my time.It even kept me from getting home in time for dinner..[干饭人]

每日阅读《红楼梦》：1月1日

今天是2023年1月1日，我们阅读的是大卫·霍克思英译《红楼梦The story of the stone 》的第一句。

看官：你道此书从何而起？ 说来虽近荒唐，细玩颇有趣味。

GENTLE READER, What, you may ask, was the origin of this book? Though the answer to this question may at first seem to border on the absurd, reflection will show that there is a good deal more in it than meets the eye.