本科时觉得数学学士物理学硕士历史学博士的GRE/托福老师很奇葩（非贬义），并且他会“正是那对生命渴望的一瞥（since every glance is a plea for life)”这种画面感极强又幽默的口译。
现在，硕士快毕业了，眼见着这样的人多的不得了而且还都很有学术造诣的。今天又发现一个物理学学士/材料硕士/电气博士的女生[doge]也不影响人家北大/理海/圣塔芭芭拉/圣母去了个遍，更不影响她“落窠臼”地还是去了cornell任职。[污]
人生如逆旅，我亦是行人，避不开的漂泊和徒劳无功，学海无涯，唯苦作舟。

A sense of inferiority to anyone around me has been haunting within for so long that hardly a single second did I try to get rid of the depression brought with，however it is apparently of much difficulty to rebuilt something you have already lost for decades. yet，“Thanks to ”all the inevitable social meeting ，I am now a rather professional actress excellent in performing my confidence and normality. Maybe prayers for life to wipe away my tears are less than humble plea——a lucky miss from piling on the agony. [跪了][跪了][跪了]

今日大英赛
IQ题太容易了 简直是小学生写的题目 可惜peal plea 好家伙没看好规律[怒骂]
全套我宣布IQ题最容易

今天差点睡过头[汗] 每次比赛前一天我都会有逃避症 脑子：要不不去了吧
第一桌 监考员：班主任
狗腿子坐我旁边[吐]
老是担心我电池没电 毕竟我都不记得是六级的时候用的电池还是四级时候用的电池了 还好南孚给力
翻译又是红楼梦 没写完；一篇阅读没写；大作文没写完；零零星星的没写。题量真的太大了。能写完的都是神吧。陪跑Again
算了 let it go 明年绝不裸考 裸考人裸考魂裸考都是人上人（不是）