I like for you to be still: it is as though you are absent
我喜欢你是寂静的，仿佛你消失了一样
and you hear me from far away and my voice does not touch you
你从远处聆听我，我的声音却无法触及你
Let life be beautiful like summer flowers and death like autumn leaves.
生如夏花之绚烂，死如秋叶般静美
Don’t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to
不要着急，最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair,
I hate the way you drive my car,
And I hate it when you stare,
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
And the way you read my mind,
I hate you so much,
It makes me sick,
And even makes me rhyme,
I hate the way that you’re always right，
I hate it when you lie,
I hate you when you make me laugh,
Even worse you make me cry,
I hate it when you are not around,
And the fact you didn’t call，
The most I hate the way that I don’t hate you，
Not even close,
Not even a little bit,
Not even at all.
永远开心 快乐.

突然翻到大一用的某一部iphone 然后就充上电了，没有连接wifi 手机里没什么东西 但是当我看到虾米播放器 和 多米时 我在心里暗暗希望可以打开 万幸 我打开了 然后我带着耳机在晚上听着那时候听的音乐 心里的感觉真的好奇妙 音乐真的会让你回忆起一种你曾经体验过的感觉 真的神奇 舍不得睡觉 想一直沉浸在这种感觉里 我就是个容易陷在回忆里的人
如果 可惜没有如果[悲伤]
人们都说 爱回忆过去的人是对现在的生活不满意 我也不知道
但我总觉得回忆都是美好的 因为我每次回忆过去都记不太起来那些让我不快乐的事情
我想这也是一种逃避现实的方式吧
God damn I miss the old me in Santa Cruz so much...