又回到原点，只是不一样的心情，人不会两次跨入同一条河流，回到开始的地方也许也并不是回到原点

生活还在继续，经历过生死才能终于明白以前所有的事情都算不得什么。所有的事情都可以重来，只有失去的再不会重来

最近这几天似乎又回归了懈怠和虚度，拖延症大爆发，工作一行代码也写不出来。然后今天也算是把这几年的折腾划上了一个句点，终于结束了，其实也不算完全结束吧，只是我觉得，这一切都已经没有意义了

回来的路上天黑了，最亮的那颗星星在前方一直闪烁，真的很亮，于是我又想起你，想你会不会在那里。最近听得最多的歌是like a river runs，反复想着那句歌词，you light follows me through the darkness, I get the feeling that you are somewhere close。我很想感觉到，我很想去相信

This is the night I hate the most. I realized it when the juicy mud stained the window of the plane. It felt quite strange to witness raindrops from a flying aircraft as you should be always floating over the clouds,purple or grey, safe and sound. Quite ironic. I wonder if they'd compare me with Kamikaze just for my appearance, or, for the nationality registered in the list of dead passengers, if they could not accomplish the jigsaw of my face.

This is not goodbye,my darling,this is a thankyou,Thank you for coming into my life,and givingme joy,Thank you for loving me,and receivingmy love in return,Thank you for the memories,lwill cherish forever,but most of all,Thank you forshowing me,that there will come a time,when Ican eventually let you go,l love you,bye https://t.cn/AiB2D1m8