经历了两年山火，一年洪水，今年的夏天实在是可歌可泣，保质保量。

那晚和朋友在海港边喝了点酒，往回的时候已经过了零点，地铁停运、公交满员过站不停，Uber要价200+。站在街边麻爪，想着这就是乐极生悲吧。一个大姐（阿姨？）看我也回山区，让我跟着她。大姐彪悍的踩着高跟鞋带我走进深夜里空荡荡的地铁站，咔咔的还带着回声有点瘆人，她说：别担心，很安全。

找到一个值班的，问到一班深夜运行的列车，能带我们回公交起点站。

一边感叹着劫后余生，一边感叹夏天美好，孩子们都已经不在身边的大姐怅然若失的说——知道吗，你和你的孩子只能共同拥有18个夏天。（翻译得好烂—You only have 18 summers to be together with your child.）

这是什么血淋淋的真相，毫无察觉的，已经过去一半了。

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