因为对剧情缺乏想象力甚至完全没有创造剧情的能力 so每次看剧都唯爱音乐 但好喜欢王尔德的这个小说
刚认真研究了场刊 主创 结合了我自己在db写的长篇大论感觉真的蛮有意思的 如何理解Dorian
我自己的理解：“i myself am Heaven and Hell”每个人都同时背负天堂和地狱 画将一个完整的人分割 虽然说Dorian将画称为自己的灵魂 但很显然 画=hell 永远美丽的Dorian变成了heaven 直到dorian杀掉画的时候他们合二为一
场刊真的好有意思，导演认为他们是一个人 因为王尔德自己说：Basil Hallward is what I think I am; Lord Henry what the world thinks me; Dorian what I would like to be--in other ages, perhaps 就竟然可以这样解读 在这个逻辑下 Basil爱上道林而henry抛弃道林真的很好品味 某种程度来说maybe mean永远无法区分hell&heaven
叶的表演也蛮有意思的 虽然可能他自己的解读和我看出来的解读也不同 有点惊觉戏剧跟语言相通的空白性和可解读性了 一个无时不刻都在内疚 痛苦 恐惧的dorian 被抽取出灵魂的道林竟然还是会感觉到痛苦？ 他的表演让我觉得可能天堂就是地狱 所以词也很贴“他是谁”“Lucifer” 他也是美丽永驻的dorian啊

23/04/15 林努努twi更新

/ 我很喜欢这首歌，想唱给大家听呐，希望大家都睡个好觉呐

* melt
* 听了之后谁还能睡啊！！！！！

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11 นาฬิกา - COPTER
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“My heart still has only you, only you
There was no one to replace, no one was involved
You’re still loved, loved, still loved, still loved
But you are the only one
My heart still calls, still looking for you…”
（cr NuNewCwrVN）

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“我的心里只有你一人，只有你
没有人可以替代
你仍然是我心爱的人，我还爱着你
你是唯一一个
我的心还在怀念你，仍在找寻你…”
（文笔有限～～）

Today is the announcement day of one scholarship my friend and I applied. She's got into it!! That's incredible and I already know from the very first day. Happy for her!! I really mean it.

But somehow, I just feel sad. Like, I always didn't make it, like everything. I don't wanna be negative, but this is just ruin me. Maybe I'm not good enough. I mean how we live our life was different. She always be outstanding girl, incredible, positive, confidence and lot of things. God I wish I was her, but I really want to put this out of my mind.

Just wish me luck! I will try again, even it's tired because to many fail, I shouldn't give up!!!