六 83
If I do not wish for beings to have even this,
How can I wish for them to awaken?
And where is there an Awakening Mind
In him who becomes angry when others receive things?

【隆】
此猶不許眾生得 是誰許彼得菩提
若瞋他人圓滿事 云何能有菩提心

【如】
不願人獲利，豈願彼證覺？
妒憎富貴者，豈有菩提心？

1912年4月14日23:40“永不沉没”的泰坦尼克号撞上了冰山。
Hi Jack，I changed my mind
​You jump my jump
​太好哭了。此时此刻2023年4月15日2.20正好是泰坦尼克号沉没111周年，上一次见还是在100周年的时候，选择这个时间点来看的人还挺多，这是情怀好吗！！我想不管多少年后只要重映，我都会来看吧。每个年龄段看的时候都有不一样的感觉。永远的泰坦尼克号[爱心]

Today is the announcement day of one scholarship my friend and I applied. She's got into it!! That's incredible and I already know from the very first day. Happy for her!! I really mean it.

But somehow, I just feel sad. Like, I always didn't make it, like everything. I don't wanna be negative, but this is just ruin me. Maybe I'm not good enough. I mean how we live our life was different. She always be outstanding girl, incredible, positive, confidence and lot of things. God I wish I was her, but I really want to put this out of my mind.

Just wish me luck! I will try again, even it's tired because to many fail, I shouldn't give up!!!