I’m wiping the bamboo stick I just got we call it Cízhǔ [笑cry] the academic name is Bambusa emeiensis L. C. Chia & H. L. Fung. In my province, we have a lot of this kind of bamboos, and we use it to make bamboo waving ✨and it’s more than 1 year old, after some experiences of selecting bamboos, I finally got the right one!
再次打完RDR2,发现了隐藏很深的一条感情线,或者说,我把自己生活中的一条感情线牵强附会到了故事身上。那就是Arthur对Abigail的藏得很深的情感。他俩处世风格截然不同,意见常常相左,甚至没跟对方说过几句动听的话,但是互相之间却非常信任。Arthur后来在日记里写道,这些年来自己内心中的一部分其实一直想要娶她。
如果真要牵强附会的话我猜自己也经历了大致类似的事情。两人时常不对付,对事物的看法常常不一致,互相烦弃的时候多过互相欣赏的时候(if there is any[白眼]). 有时我觉得完全不认识她,有时又觉得自己特别能理解她。我俩在与世界相处的方式上,即便有表象上的极大不一致,却能感到一种本质上的遥远相似性。我猜彼此之间的信任就是这种相似性的表现。或者也可能并没有这种相似性,只是两个都算聪明的人之间的某种互相认同罢了。
Either way, I was such a mess back then. 心理上生活上的事情很多都搞得一团糟。直到很多年以后,大多事情都理清楚了,对她的感情才终于浮现在心里,这次总算看得真切了。
认得真切而又说不出来,只好每每对室友提起她: “(Sigh) What a tough and beautiful woman. I enjoyed every second spent with her.”
如果真要牵强附会的话我猜自己也经历了大致类似的事情。两人时常不对付,对事物的看法常常不一致,互相烦弃的时候多过互相欣赏的时候(if there is any[白眼]). 有时我觉得完全不认识她,有时又觉得自己特别能理解她。我俩在与世界相处的方式上,即便有表象上的极大不一致,却能感到一种本质上的遥远相似性。我猜彼此之间的信任就是这种相似性的表现。或者也可能并没有这种相似性,只是两个都算聪明的人之间的某种互相认同罢了。
Either way, I was such a mess back then. 心理上生活上的事情很多都搞得一团糟。直到很多年以后,大多事情都理清楚了,对她的感情才终于浮现在心里,这次总算看得真切了。
认得真切而又说不出来,只好每每对室友提起她: “(Sigh) What a tough and beautiful woman. I enjoyed every second spent with her.”
今天又循环播放了Britney Spears -的I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman,感触同样深到骨髓,刻画了人生中一个重要而不轻松的转折点,还好,已经走过来了
I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
That life doesn't always
Go my way, yeah
Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize
I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
That life doesn't always
Go my way, yeah
Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize
I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
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