“ You are afraid to stick out your chin and say, ‘Okay, life's a fact’ People do fall in love ,People do belong to each other.

Because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness. You call yourself a free spirit and wild thing.

And you're terrified somebody's going to stick you in a cage.

Well, baby, you are already in that cage. You buit it yourself...It's whereever you go because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself."

继续分着发 狂截好几张 这文笔真越来越牛了
theo你真的太会调戏liam了（god it's so easy）
然后俩人在卡车上吃披萨 liam错把飞机当成流星让theo许愿（本文标题出现寓意着。。？）这里呼应了全文开头说的liam生日许愿但结果总是不尽人意的事情 有点小小伤感 所以liam说自己现在挺好的不想许愿什么 （其实内心希望theo能happy你这家伙）（说现在风景特别美 theo立刻接话说谢谢你 是的你painfullyhot确实是prettyview）
然后聊到俩人之后准备干嘛 theo说不确定 反正beaconhills也没什么人留恋或者留恋自己所以可能会去idaho的那个pack liam渐渐生气 自己许愿theohappy结果他就要离开自己去happy了真的就是许愿都没有好结果（这里真的好揪心。。。。有被touch到）
然后好一个直白的理由说you have me liam你这真的就纯属告白了吧我靠。。。。。为什么。。。。。还问is it selfish if i say i want you to stay ... theo说probably liam问would it make you stay... theo说idk liam问why theo说你现在还不懂那就太笨啦 然后自己说去跑步跑一会儿就先走了 liam一个人开始思考
重头戏！写了一页多的liam思考刚才的对话和俩人未来以及最重要的自己对theo的感情 然后终于 终于 终于终于 意识到自己不想theo离开自己和当初hayden离开自己的感觉是一样的 才意识到自己爱上theo了
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who am

I ？I

am just

me ！
I have lost my way and myself

for a long time . Now I wake ！Sense of security is need to given

only by myself！so it’s wake up and Will keep awake ！bye ，my secret sir. It should be a happy thing ，isn’t it？
you don’t need to say sorry to me，i should suffer from my own’ action . sometimes， mistakes Shoud be made up by myself.kill me ，heal me！