OMG!It’s Halloween, wish I had a friend with me. Every year I’m all alone, i have no reason to leave my home. Bought a costume that’s really funny, but why dress up if i have nobody?Lonely Halloween, it’s a lonely halloween.Lonely Halloween, no one hears me scream.I wanna throw a house party and stay out super late, but instead i guess I’ll just get drunk and monster mashtrbate.Trick or treat, treat or trick. Wish a vampire would suck my blood. Ghouls and ghost don’t scare me. ‘Cause there’s nothing worse than being lonely. This is it, spooky time. I wait all night and start to cry. Why does god punish me?I suffer each day i live and breath.Lonely Halloween, it’s a lonely Halloween. Lonely Halloween. someone put an end to me. Please end my suffering. I said please end my suffering. Please end my suffering（咳嗽）

And tonight I guess I miss you, but plz don't ask me why, I've tried to kill the feeling, but it doesn't want to die.
亲爱的小姐，见字如面！

时方十一月，秋已尽，冬将来，近日心情有些许沉闷，坐立不安。不知小姐那边一切是否安好？闲坐窗前，感叹时光荏苒，提笔落墨，思卿黯然。

我自知才疏学浅，何德何能让小姐为我停留，驻足不前，今生遇卿已是上上签，情深缘浅奈何矣，纸短情长言不尽，点滴过往诉不完，叹不尽人生悲欢！

你可知我曾数次提笔，恐词不达意成笑谈，更恐小姐厌烦，只能将心事藏于心间。唐突之处，望请小姐海涵。

提笔是思，落笔是念。思也三千，念也三千。浅浅文字，字字真言，念你如初，思你如故。人间苦漫，唯愿卿安！

何夜无月？何处无竹柏？但少闲人如吾两人者耳。

逃不脱的宿命感，成就了一批又一批的开拓者。赋闲时节依于栏旁，似寒暄是过往云烟背离深处的寄托，寥寥数语恍如平日所见所闻已悉数完毕，感念立冬前夕得之所喜直出冬日限定，遥寄憾言予以欢祝未来坦途光明灿烂…从北国风光的犹存到前朝古都的行止，一切成为我们这群人接续前往的旖旎。竟无语凝噎，最是繁丝摇落后，转教人忆春山。

空劳牵挂此经年，弑所感，奈何所感无所弑。残存在羽绒服口袋里的口罩，还未完成四年使命的漱口杯，亦或是陈列在架子上未曾写下太多的日记本……似乎在托付中他们也在奔走相告，也在口耳相传递送重要情报，还在睹物思人告知主人那些旧事,他们也是“活”的，至少活在那一个时刻准备着的时刻。

心若相知，无言也默契。等待那个读懂写诗的出现，在名利场上写诗，又守护一方净土种花，活在当下的力量是厚重的，活好自己亦是幸事，人类的悲欢并不相通，愿善意与自由，让爱在喧闹中重生。

And tonight I guess I miss you, but please don't ask me why, I've tried to kill the feeling, but it doesn't want to die.#古月碎笔#