同样做一件事，开开心心也是做，紧紧张张也是做，何必把自己弄得那么疲惫？事物自有它自己的规律，成长必然需要一个过程，不如享受更好。
雪漠 著《爱不落下》
February 1, 2024
When doing the same thing, whether you are happy or nervous, you are still doing it. Therefore, why do you make yourself so tired? Everything has their own laws, and growth definitely requires a process. It's better to enjoy it.
Xue Mo

Jialei今天晚上的飞机，起飞前发来讯息道别。我实在是没有勇气送她去机场。看到她的消息时已经泪目。
知道她要走了，这几天我们都在陪她抢时间完成一个个list to do…Jialei真的很好玩，来悉尼这么久，所有值得去的景点都错过，截止离开前一天Manly海滩都没去。我就带她去海港大桥那边游泳，P就开车带她去Manly玩，去踩沙子去趟海水，坐在海景餐厅看日落。
还记得之前一起吃的Yo-Chi 酸奶碗。她抽到一个cookie里面的纸条，上面写着：Your 2024 resolutions gonna not achieved…她当场就生气，气汹汹要去再买。我安慰她，南半球嘛，都是反的，风水轮流转。她才像个孩子，听我这么说马上开心起来。
很不可思议，我们在南半球遇见，像是平行世界里遇到了另一个自己。所有的感应都心照不宣。You read my minds. 在你我面前，我们都可以做最真实的自己。
回家路上，P车里放着Cruel Summer。他们俩一路聊天。我坐在车后座，喝了点酒，头靠在了P的座椅头枕上，哭成了泪人。P感觉到了我在哭，一边开车一边用左手轻拍我的头发安慰。I am drunk at the back of the car, and I cried like a baby coming home from the bar, 是为Jialei，也是为P。
没有美颜，没有滤镜，荷枪实弹，真实世界里的，又一个残夏。

Ay-Yo
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李泰容:are u ready dakchyeooneun paran geu

paereodaim
楷灿:gyeonggo soge yeongweonhaetteon

jonjaedeure banjeon it’s up to you what

you wanna do
在玹:how we do that how we do that clock is

ticking how we do that
道英/在玹:urin jisokdweeoya hae neoye
在玹:mudae yeonghwaboda geochin shinario

soge
文太日:the show must go on
金廷祐:bonneungdaero sorichigo noradaego
楷灿:oh oh
文太日:catching every eye
Johnny:mweol jakku gyeollon naeryeogo hana

neukkyeo no doubt
中本悠太:geunyang bulleo bwa ay-yo
李泰容:uricheoreom nora yeogiga valhalla

shireun saram
合唱:lay low 
Johnny:jeulgineun nominde
道英:nuga naege majseo wa
合唱:ay-yo 
楷灿:naneun kkeunnae georeoga
Mark:geu baljaguk dwie jaejocha namji anke

ballin’ big time and I say ay-yo
在玹:ay-yo pagyeoke georeum geugeoseun a

tide of rage yeah galguhan shinnyeom

kkaeeojin doctrine perfect stranger yang

ttereul bureuni sick of the games you’re

craving for a change up
李泰容:boiji anneun geu gachideure muge jal

bwa namane peullaen
Mark:are u ready bulhwakshilhan naeire

taeyange
文太日:aseurai seuchyeoga sarajin yuseonge

geu sungando nega isseuni
Johnny:shwipji aneul georana maldeuri mana

galsurok igeo jaemina
金廷祐:urin jisokdweeoya
Johnny:hae machi twilight shinhwa soge

jonjae geudeulcheoreom
中本悠太:the show must go on
楷灿:muneojyeodo nugunganeun ireonago
中本悠太:sangcheo eopshido
李泰容:naeireun dareul geora geu nuga gamhi

malhae
楷灿:geunyang bulleo bwa ay-yo 
Mark:uricheoreom nora yeogiga valhalla

shireun saram
合唱:lay low 
在玹:jeulgineun nominde
文太日:nuga naege majseo wa
合唱:ay-yo 
道英:naneun kkeunnae georeoga
李泰容:geu baljaguk dwie jaejocha namji anke

ballin’ big time and I say ay-yo
在玹:ay-yo
金廷祐:hey I see you neoye mam soge

geokjeongdeul jeonbu da naeryeo nwa
道英:my attention’s on you babe tell me babe

we can go all night long all night long
Mark:shwii modu deopeo beoril shibeoreon

bami oni neon jeoldae nuneul gamdwe

jamdeulji anhgi
Johnny:sone mweol jwieonnyago eodiro

ganyago ttarawa bwa humchyeobwa

nan tonggwahae weomhol
李泰容:saebyeogeun oni galmangeul

meomchuji ma gomin eopshi
李泰容/Mark:geunyang bulleo bwa ay-yo
中本悠太:uricheoreom nora yeogiga valhalla

shireun saram
合唱:lay low
Johnny:jeulgineun nominde
文太日:nuga naege majseo wa
合唱:ay-yo
文太日:naneun kkeunnae georeoga
在玹:geu baljaguk dwie jaejocha namji anke

ballin’ big time and I say ay-yo