i hope those white guys i used to have a wee crush on could steer clear of interviews like the shitty taste revealing letterboxd 4favs and the cringeworthy gq 10things one where they'd flaunt a never in their life before seen fancy camera and a copy of literature they clearly could live without cuz it still breaks my heart every time to watch my unrealistic fantasy of a well educated decent man being shattered so humiliatingly and miserably in front of the public (however glenn howerton can get a getting out of jail free card from this because the things he kept bragging about were all skincare products and healthy food very on brand

U’ll be my frame of referring for loving somebody and I’ll compare other else to U and they’ll fail. But the bitter irony of the fact was that U said U’d put me at the first place after U decided abandon me.Do u know what it has been like begging for somebody’s caring about？I was just…so hurtful cuz I like U super much，and so I backed off.That was how I felt like.

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i don't know how to explain all of things running around in my head. i believe i can deal with what i have to overcome though it isn't easy at all. i've kept silent for a few days, cuz i need to find a way to work things out.
i know, from the deepest of my heart i need your company. but the thing is, well perhaps i'm not sure that how i can survive if the day came, when you'd actually be back to your private life. i'm afraid of that, but it doesn't mean that i would not give you all of me.
i... just tried to figure out how to balance between being independent and being in love with someone. because you're the one i've cherished, i do need to consider how to treat you right. i'll respect all your choices, no matter what they are.