因为联想式听歌，晚上从otherside几经转折又听到了fourth of July。之前剧在播的时候，900X版一度想被我拿来搞个polo的个人剪辑，但由于我太懒，没下文。每次听这个我就会下意识想到polo，单看歌词非常契合，完全我的心声（其实本意大相庭径。恋母情结深重的小可怜，lonely, impulsive, fragile, vulnerable。都过去这么久了，搞什么啊我还心痛

纽约时报报道，纽约市封城10周，还是有数以万计的人感染新冠，到底是谁？1. Workers on the front lines and their families are still getting hit hard.（防疫前线工作人员及家人）2.Not everyone can afford to socially distance.（居住条件不行）3.Older New Yorkers remain among the most vulnerable.（老人）4.The outbreak is taking longer to slow down in the Bronx.（布朗克斯区居民）5.Latinos are bearing more and more of the burden in New York City.（拉美裔）6.People who have multiple risk factors are particularly in danger.（含有多重危险因素的人）7.Some people are not following social-distancing rules.（不守规矩的人）

why it’s always that hard to find someone i can share the same interests every single little thing happens in my daily life and when i come across the one but i just can’t hold her .i just couldn’t get there,could i?i need kind of help as well I’m only a human .I can be vulnerable .i do miss those times there is always someone give my life a shit care someone i like and she does the same back
I’m literally tired