明天开会还是早点跑我在这里，挑战领导权威已经做得太多了，也不知道是谁给我的勇气最近有很多棘手的事情，陷入了想辞职的无尽循环不管我怎么管那么多事，洗完澡戴上口罩看完电影又活过来了(请忽略我凌乱的房间~Meeting tomorrow or running early? I've done too much to challenge the leadership authority here, and I don't know who gave me the courage. Recently, there have been many thorny things, and I have fallen into an endless cycle of wanting to resign. No matter how much I care, I have come back to life after taking a shower, wearing a mask and watching a movie (please ignore my messy room ~

在翻阅这些信件，照片，诗集的时候我感受到了巨大的幸福，这是你带给我的。我当时看到ins这张照片时给你评论了beautiful，很惊讶你居然把这张照片打印下来寄给我了，实在是感激。看到你的诗集的时候就想起上课时你朗读诗歌的样子，觉得当时鼓起勇气夸你的诗歌，然后认识你真是太好了。Dear Kay，我知道你时刻经历着无法避免的痛苦，但你是如此地感激这一切。正如我回复你的: you are a very kind person who is willing to embrace life, and I believe life will embrace you too. 我总是这么相信着。

#萨菲罗斯x克劳德#

There's a you-shaped hole in my day ah
我的世界多了个形状为你的空缺
There's a you-shaped spot on my chest
我的心多了个形状为你的空白
Where you used to lay
那曾是你停驻的地方
What you left just reminds me you left
你残留的痕迹无时不刻提醒着我你的离开
And I'm left with it all
而我也只得独自面对这事实
I know time heals all wounds
我知道 时间可以抚平一切创伤
But it's taking too long
但这恢复过程太过漫长煎熬
It's taking too long
太过漫长煎熬
Just 'cause I watched you go
就因为我眼睁睁地看着你转身离去
Doesn't mean that you're gone
并不意味着 我彻底将你放下
'Cause all I have is
而徒留我的唯有
Heartbreak souvenirs saying you were here
心碎的纪念品你曾说你会不离不弃的陪伴
I look around and I just wish they'd disappear
我环顾四周 我只是希望曾经的美好画面全都消失不见
But you're everywhere
可你存在的痕迹 无处不在
I'm here without you drowning
如今没有你的我快要被回忆吞没
You stained my life surrounded by these
我的世界处处都是你的身影我无法挣脱
Heartbreak souvenirs saying you were here
心碎的纪念品你曾说你会不离不弃的陪伴

一《Heartbreak Souvenirs》