眼睛还是很疼，天气很差，心情也很差，想到还有很多事没做就恶心，有时候真想往床上一躺，rnm就这样吧，关我屁事？
刚刚去俄文楼交完专业分流表，这也许是完成了今天第一个任务，但是我真的不想回去了
真的有种想躺在草地上，远离一些的想法
哈哈 那是不可以的
要是没有keshi陪我 估计真的完蛋了吧
Gettin' low and I think I'm givin' up.

每次听这首歌就会想起MG ✊

Can I call you baby?
Can you be my friend?
Can you be my lover up until the very end?
Let me show you love, oh, I don't pretend
Stick by my side even when the world is givin' in, yeah

Oh, oh, oh, don't
Don't you worry
I'll be there, whenever you want me

I need somebody who can love me at my worst
No, I'm not perfect, but I hope you see my worth
'Cause it's only you, nobody new, I put you first
And for you, girl, I swear I'll do the worst

If you stay forever, let me hold your hand
I can fill those places in your heart no else can
Let me show you love, oh, I don't pretend, yeah
I'll be right here, baby, you know I'll sink or swim

Oh, oh, oh, don't
Don't you worry
I'll be there, whenever you want me

I need somebody who can love me at my worst
No, I'm not perfect, but I hope you see my worth, yeah
'Cause it's only you, nobody new, I put you first (put you first)
And for you, girl, I swear I'll do the worst

I need somebody who can love me at my worst
No, I'm not perfect, but I hope you see my worth
'Cause it's only you, nobody new, I put you first
And for you, girl, I swear I'll do the worst

2021.1.9 周六 晴
孩子上课去了，一个人一杯茶，一张桌一台电脑，正对着二楼封闭通道的楼梯口门帘上大大写着“且慢”，Life something needs to slow down,午后的阳关照在门帘背后，温暖而舒心，看到Givin 退休的邮件通知，我想的是N年后当我离开Boge时，是否能够如此刻温暖阳光感受下般的轻松或淡定更或从容，呵呵！我至少还要奋斗十年，十年后小子将要11了，我需要给他乃至丫头创造出或尽可能提供能够自由选择享受温暖阳光的机会，到那时幸许才能真正意义上从容淡定的享受属于我自己的温暖阳光。 https://t.cn/R2WipNR