#养老#
今天John比较沉默，好像感知到我偷偷说了他的坏话一样。没有执着地继续找他的“另外那只“鞋，也没有喋喋不休教育人。早餐午餐都吃得还可以。
吃完了早餐，他自己推着轮椅到了quiet room的一个躺椅旁边。我问他是不是想到躺椅上去。他点头。我说好的，让我们试一下。
你行吗？
他表达了质疑。
是的，没问题，我已经transfer你很多次了。
我把轮椅的footrest 取下来，调整好与躺椅的角度，然后把轮椅lock了。摆好姿势，挺直腰，前后马步，腿肌用力保持平衡…一二三把他从轮椅上zhou起来，左转九十度，直接放进躺椅。
See，We did it.
Ah，you are strong！
Yes，I am just strong enough to transfer you.
Show me your muscle？
我就给他做了一下如图的动作。
John在美国人里属于小骨架，而且特别瘦，估摸也就八九十磅吧。对那些壮硕的黑妞儿来说，transfer John轻而易举。对我而言就完全不一样了。第一次下定决心尝试，是因为看到一个壮硕男同事龟毛退缩，声称他不了解规则。众目睽睽之下，我成功了。
后来又transfer过几次，其中有一次动作不漂亮，我趔趄了一下。那男同事就过来叨逼叨一大通patronization。我频频点头等他说完，说了谢谢。 内心的声音是：qnmd。
我对男人的patronization真是强烈排斥。这也是PTSD的一种表现吧。
再后来，transfer John我已经得心应手，不管是到couch上，还是在卫生间。
今天John比较沉默，好像感知到我偷偷说了他的坏话一样。没有执着地继续找他的“另外那只“鞋，也没有喋喋不休教育人。早餐午餐都吃得还可以。
吃完了早餐，他自己推着轮椅到了quiet room的一个躺椅旁边。我问他是不是想到躺椅上去。他点头。我说好的，让我们试一下。
你行吗？
他表达了质疑。
是的，没问题，我已经transfer你很多次了。
我把轮椅的footrest 取下来，调整好与躺椅的角度，然后把轮椅lock了。摆好姿势，挺直腰，前后马步，腿肌用力保持平衡…一二三把他从轮椅上zhou起来，左转九十度，直接放进躺椅。
See，We did it.
Ah，you are strong！
Yes，I am just strong enough to transfer you.
Show me your muscle？
我就给他做了一下如图的动作。
John在美国人里属于小骨架，而且特别瘦，估摸也就八九十磅吧。对那些壮硕的黑妞儿来说，transfer John轻而易举。对我而言就完全不一样了。第一次下定决心尝试，是因为看到一个壮硕男同事龟毛退缩，声称他不了解规则。众目睽睽之下，我成功了。
后来又transfer过几次，其中有一次动作不漂亮，我趔趄了一下。那男同事就过来叨逼叨一大通patronization。我频频点头等他说完，说了谢谢。 内心的声音是：qnmd。
我对男人的patronization真是强烈排斥。这也是PTSD的一种表现吧。
再后来，transfer John我已经得心应手，不管是到couch上，还是在卫生间。
Kimi在社交媒体上宣布本赛季结束后将退役。 #莱科宁宣布退役#
“This will be my last season in Formula 1. This is a decission I did during last winter. It was not an easy decission but after this season it is time for new things. Even though the season is still on, I want to thank my family, all my teams, everyone involved in my racing career and especially all of you great fans that have been rooting for me all this time. Formula 1 might come to an end for me but there is a lot more in life that I want to experience and enjoy. See you around after all of this! Sincerely Kimi
这将是我参加#F1# 的最后一个赛季。我在去年冬天做出的决定。 这不是一个容易的决定，但在本赛季之后，是时候去做新的事情了。 尽管赛季还在继续，我要感谢我的家人、我所有的车队、所有参与我赛车生涯的人，尤其是一直支持我的所有伟大的车迷们。 F1对我来说可能会结束，但我想要体验和享受的生活还有很多。 在这一切之后再见！ 真诚的Kimi”
本来正想去睡，现在睡不着了。[悲伤]
“This will be my last season in Formula 1. This is a decission I did during last winter. It was not an easy decission but after this season it is time for new things. Even though the season is still on, I want to thank my family, all my teams, everyone involved in my racing career and especially all of you great fans that have been rooting for me all this time. Formula 1 might come to an end for me but there is a lot more in life that I want to experience and enjoy. See you around after all of this! Sincerely Kimi
这将是我参加#F1# 的最后一个赛季。我在去年冬天做出的决定。 这不是一个容易的决定，但在本赛季之后，是时候去做新的事情了。 尽管赛季还在继续，我要感谢我的家人、我所有的车队、所有参与我赛车生涯的人，尤其是一直支持我的所有伟大的车迷们。 F1对我来说可能会结束，但我想要体验和享受的生活还有很多。 在这一切之后再见！ 真诚的Kimi”
本来正想去睡，现在睡不着了。[悲伤]
#Kimi# 2021.09.02 Kimi ins update
感谢有你的F1[泪][心]
This is it. This will be my last season in Formula 1. This is a decission I did during last winter. It was not an easy decission but after this season it is time for new things. Even though the season is still on, I want to thank my family, all my teams, everyone involved in my racing career and especially all of you great fans that have been rooting for me all this time. Formula 1 might come to an end for me but there is a lot more in life that I want to experience and enjoy. See you around after all of this! Sincerely Kimi
感谢有你的F1[泪][心]
This is it. This will be my last season in Formula 1. This is a decission I did during last winter. It was not an easy decission but after this season it is time for new things. Even though the season is still on, I want to thank my family, all my teams, everyone involved in my racing career and especially all of you great fans that have been rooting for me all this time. Formula 1 might come to an end for me but there is a lot more in life that I want to experience and enjoy. See you around after all of this! Sincerely Kimi
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