凌晨三点拿元气森林气泡水兑金酒加代糖给自己整了杯酒喝（苹果味好喝），女生想放纵太难了，在外面喝醉怕被捡尸，暴饮暴食怕胖，想不开时也就在家给自己兑杯自己觉得不会长胖的酒喝喝，也不敢做什么，顶多彻夜不眠。
到底是怎么回事呢，今天还跟妈妈说自己都快要21了，还觉得自己是十几岁，事实上感觉自己也一直没从十来岁的年纪里长大。我有预感，青春期的积郁会伴随我一生。doom and gloom

#王一博[超话]#you are you,the stars in summer,the sea of mist,the wind of water,the clouds disturbing the moon,brightness and gloom of the world. 你是你，是夏日星空，是茫茫雾海，是止水之风，是扰月之云，是世间的皎洁与晦暗。#王一博# #王一博冰雨火# #王一博加盟我的时代和我2# ，平安喜乐就好

JULY.
By ERIC BROAD.

Now is the noon of summer’s sweet content
O’er field and hedgerow, valley and high hill;
And hushed the music of the laughing rill
Whose strength is stolen and whose song is spent!
With anxious twitter all the birds lament
The sudden gloom; the air grows strangely still.
Vague murmurs all the valley seem to fill;
The sun is blotted from the firmament.
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