一直以来，我都觉得我不够好，而他却很优秀，He‘s out of my league. 感觉自己有点配不上他。时间一长，真的会没什么信心和耐心。
所以，我那天是真的决定放下他了，因为累了。可不知道他是不是敏感地察觉到了我的情绪，反正觉得他好像…还更热情了…姿态放更低了？
然后他说他觉得他才是那个不够好的人
我当时愣了好一会儿…心里只有一句话：怎么可能呢！！
他微妙地暗示过我，问我是不是还有别的男孩子喜欢[笑cry]还说自己会像woody一样，主人玩够了就会被抛弃[允悲]
当时真的好想冲过去抱住他，对他说：说什么傻话呢！我只喜欢你！你在我心里最好了！谁都比不上你！我真的不知道，他也会怀疑自己[笑cry]，这反倒让我有了信心[笑cry] 我好坏[笑cry]

Fuck tonight for the Chinese New Year, I didn't expect that I would still be crying!Why should those dw interfere with brother's decision?!When my brother had no fans before, when he was unpopular, he couldn't decide for himself which drama to sing, which song to wear and what clothes.So many people love him now,I want him to do what he wants!I want him to appear screaming,His tla will be vigorous,If he doesn't want to open anymore, I want him to know that we will always be together?Fuck tonight for the Chinese New Year, I didn't expect that I would still be crying!Why should those dw interfere with brother's decision?!When my brother had no fans before, when he was unpopular, he couldn't decide for himself which drama to sing, which song to wear and what clothes.So many people love him now,I want him to do what he wants!I want him to appear screaming,His tla will be vigorous,If he doesn't want to open anymore, I want him to know that we will always love him!

Yesterday I was in Dad's car and I chatted with him. He said that it is worthwhile to invest in me 现在， including sending me to study abroad so that I can increase my knowledge. He said that he and my mother are like angel investors who invest slowly from the A round without considering risks.Will it be listed someday