I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

我絕不能恐懼。恐懼是思維殺手。恐懼是帶來徹底毀滅的小小死神。我將正視恐懼，任它通過我的軀體。當恐懼逝去，我會打開心眼，看清它的軌跡。恐懼所過之處，不留一物，唯我獨存。 https://t.cn/AigyzmEg

同事西班牙人，英语不太好，看到我在发呆，拍拍我，“You OK？Why you space out.”(问我为什么发呆）我笑了笑说没事，他就走了，过了半个小时，他突然跑过来给我一杯龙虾沙拉，我还在疑惑，他用蹩脚的英语一边比划跟我说：“You, look so sad. No reaction, your eye, no light. So I brought this for you.” 我靠，我瞬间泪目，使劲儿憋都憋不住。遭不住啊遭不住这种温暖啊[泪][泪][泪]所以我也用蹩脚西班牙语回了一张小纸条。（小纸条照片被屏蔽了[打脸]）

#007无暇赴死#
1.be taken by 被迷住
2.come up 发生
3.off the books 暗箱操作的,不经过官方途径的
4.kill for 愿意为想得到之物走极端
5.on one's shoulders 由某人负责 fair and square 公正公开公平
6.to say the least 最起码
7.see up close 近距离看
8.in the clear 无罪
9.keep a close eye on 密切注意