上了一个立交桥怎么走也走不明白。冬天又太冷。下了班又太饿，找不到我的方向。天色渐晚，心里更觉得难受。
回到宿舍发现老薛剪了短发，我问她为什么，她说没什么，心情不好罢了。很潇洒，她总有说干就干的勇气。
生活过的不好的时候就总想生活快点改变，快点start a new life。但一直逃避也不是办法。冥冥之中自有定数，我这样安慰自己。
我跟老夏说心里很难受，她对我说，别矫情了，我们都很难受。好吧，是该有点成年人的样子，开心只是奢侈品。

Are you allowing your surroundings to determine how you invest your life? Or are you letting God use you to make a difference in your generation? Ask God to reveal His purposes for you and His will for your life today

你是否让环境决定你如何投资你的生活?还是让上天利用你来改变你这一代?求神今天显明他对你的旨意和对你生命的旨意

If you remember everything, I wanted to say, and if you are really like me, then before you leave tomorrow, or when you’re just ready to shut the door of the taxi and have already said goodbye to everyone else and there’s not a thing left to say in this life, then, just this once, turn to me, even in jest, or as an afterthought, which would have meant everything to me when we were together, and, as you did back then, look me in the face, hold my gaze, and call me by your name.