多伦多天气真是“寡妇的脾气”，说变就变…
前一秒还冒着大风眯着眼和邻居在前院各自铲出的战壕里喊话，邻居喊着这是继95年来最大的雪暴了…60cm, have fun~
后一秒去后院检查管道，发现已经进入阳光明媚的beauty and calm模式了‍♀️..thank you mother nature, a relief from the Omicron depression…

тoday, ι wanт тo ѕpeaĸ тo тнoѕe oғ yoυ wнo are ιn тнe мιdѕт oғ a ѕιlenт ѕтrυggle. wнeтнer ιт’ѕ depreѕѕιon or anхιeтy or ѕoмe oтнer мenтal нealтн ѕтrυggle...ι ĸnow wнaт ιт’ѕ lιĸe тo ғeel lιĸe yoυ’re ιn a darĸ тυnnel wιтн no end ιn ѕιgнт. ι ĸnow. ι ĸnow wнaт ιт’ѕ lιĸe тo ғeel lιĸe yoυ’re all alone. ι ĸnow wнaт ιт’ѕ lιĸe тo ғeel lιĸe yoυ’ll never ғeel good agaιn. тrυѕт мe. ι ĸnow. and ι’м нere on тнe oтнer ѕιde oғ тнaт darĸ тυnnel, нoldιng υp a lιgнт ғor yoυ тo ғollow. ι мade ιт нere, and yoυ wιll тoo. aѕĸ ғor нelp. acтυally, don’т jυѕт aѕĸ polιтely ғor нelp. deѕperaтely ѕearcн ғor нelp υnтιl yoυ ғιnd тнe rιgнт нelp. ιт’ѕ oυт тнere. ι proмιѕe. yoυ jυѕт нave тo ĸeep pυттιng one ғooт ιn ғronт oғ тнe oтнer υnтιl yoυ ғιnd ιт. and yoυ wιll ғιnd ιт. вeaυтιғυl тιмeѕ wιll coмe agaιn. laυgнтer and love wιll coмe agaιn. нappιneѕѕ wιll coмe agaιn. ĸeep ғιgнтιng. ĸeep ғιgнтιng. ĸeep ғιgнтιng.

I've got a homesick like I always does in the end of a semester. I don't wanna be sociable and felt exhausted to manage all the relationships very well. I'm fed up with the hypocritical people and fake remarks. What's on my mind? Always feel breathless and a little bit depressed. Maybe I'm long in a state of fatigue. I'm supposed to be at home and rest for a short while.#致十二月#