昨天面试完,感觉应该没啥问题了。但今天发现,好像自己并没有想象中的那么高兴,反而有种脱了力的累。准备了近两年了,我依旧是没有考虑过自己究竟想过什么样的生活,就顺应着大家对我理所当然的期盼考着公。陶白白说金牛座的人生都是在不断得反复,我觉得我可能又越过了那个高点开始下坡了。
工作找了80%了,身体状况也好起来了,也在控制体重了。一切看似都好起来了。梦里又不断反复回到高一,回到大一,然后杂糅进一些奇奇怪怪的想象,生成一份离谱的梦境,一份我想过的生活。
两年在家的社交拓展几乎为零,或者说交际圈也缩水了不少,大家都在努力的活得精彩,有一种在追公交车一般的幻觉。陷入了又想拓展社交又恐惧与人交流的别扭之中,我大概也知道所谓“一生一会”,但又觉得大多最后也会变得泛泛,又归于自闭。一直都觉得人最大的成长大概是跟自己和解,看来还差的远呢。
对生活最大的抗拒也许来自于对未来的恐惧。一份看似稳定的工作,随之来的生存压力,父母掏空了家底准备的房子,所谓爱情所谓家庭,前方即是黑洞。
朋友圈里yzy晒出一张完美复刻的照片,我恍惚间思考,我们有合照么?我还有哪些记忆能记住?也许想回到初三化学实验课再洒一次氢氧化钠,也许想回到高三那个冬天的大雪打一次雪仗,也许是大三跟jn一起窝在图书馆那个暖洋洋的下午,又或许是大二跟gzh淋着小雨在镜湖边“写生”的那个中午。
后来就剩一个苟延残喘的我了。还得好好呼吸,努力做个温柔优秀的普通人,努力热爱所谓“生活”。
工作找了80%了,身体状况也好起来了,也在控制体重了。一切看似都好起来了。梦里又不断反复回到高一,回到大一,然后杂糅进一些奇奇怪怪的想象,生成一份离谱的梦境,一份我想过的生活。
两年在家的社交拓展几乎为零,或者说交际圈也缩水了不少,大家都在努力的活得精彩,有一种在追公交车一般的幻觉。陷入了又想拓展社交又恐惧与人交流的别扭之中,我大概也知道所谓“一生一会”,但又觉得大多最后也会变得泛泛,又归于自闭。一直都觉得人最大的成长大概是跟自己和解,看来还差的远呢。
对生活最大的抗拒也许来自于对未来的恐惧。一份看似稳定的工作,随之来的生存压力,父母掏空了家底准备的房子,所谓爱情所谓家庭,前方即是黑洞。
朋友圈里yzy晒出一张完美复刻的照片,我恍惚间思考,我们有合照么?我还有哪些记忆能记住?也许想回到初三化学实验课再洒一次氢氧化钠,也许想回到高三那个冬天的大雪打一次雪仗,也许是大三跟jn一起窝在图书馆那个暖洋洋的下午,又或许是大二跟gzh淋着小雨在镜湖边“写生”的那个中午。
后来就剩一个苟延残喘的我了。还得好好呼吸,努力做个温柔优秀的普通人,努力热爱所谓“生活”。
0点活动汇总[坏笑]
【25.8】小梅屋,梅子零食组合*4盒https://t.cn/A6IoAfFi
【9.9】五谷杂粮收纳盒食品密封罐三个装https://t.cn/A6IoAfFb
【52.9】和府捞面,经典4口味鲜煮捞面https://t.cn/A6IoAfFC
【14.9 】金号,成人洗脸巾纯棉毛巾3条https://t.cn/A6IoAfFy
【34.9】UKISS,赵露思同款睫毛打底膏https://t.cn/A6IoAfFa
【194 】不莱玫,高颜值大容量拉杆箱https://t.cn/A6IoAfFI
【59】人本,厚底百搭老爹鞋https://t.cn/A6IoAfFJ
【52】启初,婴儿保湿面霜40g2瓶滋润补水身体乳https://t.cn/A6IoAfF4
【19.9】好迪,牛油果护发发膜共1000ghttps://t.cn/A6IoAfFV
【39.9 】西麦,西澳阳光酸奶水果粒坚果燕麦片https://t.cn/A6IoAfFS
【29.9】轻一,莫代尔内裤女纯棉抗菌5条https://t.cn/A6IoAfF6
【112.84】欧莱雅,奇焕润发精油(小金瓶)https://t.cn/A6IoAfFG
【69】薇诺娜,马齿苋舒缓保湿喷雾敏感肌修护爽肤水https://t.cn/A6IoAfFq
【39 】慕拉,天使之手桃子酒750ml*2瓶https://t.cn/A6IoAfFc
【38.81】北冰洋,桔汁味汽水280ml*12瓶https://t.cn/A6IoAfFM
【54 】立白,除菌洗衣凝珠3盒156颗https://t.cn/A6IoAfFU
【22.9】龙王,豆浆粉30g*21包https://t.cn/A6IoAfFt
【48】福派,钻石情侣电动牙刷https://t.cn/A6IoAfFf
【29】小米世家,大容量双肩书包https://t.cn/A6IoAfF5
【19.9 】诗洛荷,石墨烯纯棉内裤6条https://t.cn/A6IoAfFx
【9.9 】一品粤,莲蓉蛋黄月饼4饼礼盒装432ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4D2tiYj?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【63】敷尔佳,水杨酸果酸涂抹式面莫100ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4ColsG7?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【74】多芬,小丸子洗面奶160ml*2https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4BLCMrG?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【34.9 】梦妆,山茶洁面https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4B8Cucl?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【43 】旁氏,洗面奶米粹120g*2https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4zpkzlf?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【45】rio锐澳,鸡尾酒套装洋酒330ml*10https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4yGqKUP?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【17.9】萌心私物,冰丝吊打底背心https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4wRgpNl?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【6.9】欧莎夫人,耐高温玻璃沙拉碗500ml*2只https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4vs2YBF?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【39.9】金轩宝,月饼12饼12味礼盒装https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4s08YaH?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【7.9】知味观,4饼4味乐中秋月饼礼盒装https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4qAFTsd?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【9.9 】生活无忧,一次性200支牙线棒https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4kY2tAP?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【19.9】十里螺香,柳州正宗螺蛳粉5包https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4jx1rR0?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【124.85】欧莱雅,洗发露润发乳440mlhttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4hPgozU?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【9.9】keemake,水果三件套https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4fwiBAG?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【69 】阿芙,大马士革玫瑰纯露https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4en4MR0?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【24.9】含羞草,泰国风味芒果干500ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4ebdlVK?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【8.99】虹陈香,老火锅底料400ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4dxiHKK?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【29.9】阿宽,10袋红油面皮+2袋同款https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4cZCukR?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【9.9 】霸夫,植物能量维生素功能饮料4瓶https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4bJnB3j?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【14.9】甄伴,粒粒彩袋装彩虹糖https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku49Tk2KV?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【29.9】阿宽,意大利面番茄肉酱拌面意粉4袋装https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku42ObP0E?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【10.7】ins可爱少女心亚克力透明笔筒https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku42o9oSH?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【39】苏泊尔,316L不锈钢保温杯https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3WL9JCs?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【9.8】伯爵王子,手提小灯笼diy材料包https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3Q44dvo?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【6.9】怡浓,益生菌黑巧克力70ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3LivayC?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【59】Face,带吸管儿童保温杯https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3Jn9JdA?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【48.99】真心,山楂罐头880g*3罐https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3IoChpc?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【9.9】羚锐,麝香壮骨膏*10贴https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3z59tlC?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【14.9 】ukiss,眼唇卸妆液100MLhttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3vsyQJI?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【17.9 】良品铺子,整箱海苔肉丝吐司520ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku2W408Rr?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【4.9】蓝漂,4大包西柚味抽纸https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku2NvCH8c?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【63】星鲨,维生素d3软胶囊3盒装+3盒钙https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku2JZdqWw?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【24.9 】奔腾,直卷发两用恒温卷发棒https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku50u5pXU?ref=home
【25.8】小梅屋,梅子零食组合*4盒https://t.cn/A6IoAfFi
【9.9】五谷杂粮收纳盒食品密封罐三个装https://t.cn/A6IoAfFb
【52.9】和府捞面,经典4口味鲜煮捞面https://t.cn/A6IoAfFC
【14.9 】金号,成人洗脸巾纯棉毛巾3条https://t.cn/A6IoAfFy
【34.9】UKISS,赵露思同款睫毛打底膏https://t.cn/A6IoAfFa
【194 】不莱玫,高颜值大容量拉杆箱https://t.cn/A6IoAfFI
【59】人本,厚底百搭老爹鞋https://t.cn/A6IoAfFJ
【52】启初,婴儿保湿面霜40g2瓶滋润补水身体乳https://t.cn/A6IoAfF4
【19.9】好迪,牛油果护发发膜共1000ghttps://t.cn/A6IoAfFV
【39.9 】西麦,西澳阳光酸奶水果粒坚果燕麦片https://t.cn/A6IoAfFS
【29.9】轻一,莫代尔内裤女纯棉抗菌5条https://t.cn/A6IoAfF6
【112.84】欧莱雅,奇焕润发精油(小金瓶)https://t.cn/A6IoAfFG
【69】薇诺娜,马齿苋舒缓保湿喷雾敏感肌修护爽肤水https://t.cn/A6IoAfFq
【39 】慕拉,天使之手桃子酒750ml*2瓶https://t.cn/A6IoAfFc
【38.81】北冰洋,桔汁味汽水280ml*12瓶https://t.cn/A6IoAfFM
【54 】立白,除菌洗衣凝珠3盒156颗https://t.cn/A6IoAfFU
【22.9】龙王,豆浆粉30g*21包https://t.cn/A6IoAfFt
【48】福派,钻石情侣电动牙刷https://t.cn/A6IoAfFf
【29】小米世家,大容量双肩书包https://t.cn/A6IoAfF5
【19.9 】诗洛荷,石墨烯纯棉内裤6条https://t.cn/A6IoAfFx
【9.9 】一品粤,莲蓉蛋黄月饼4饼礼盒装432ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4D2tiYj?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【63】敷尔佳,水杨酸果酸涂抹式面莫100ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4ColsG7?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【74】多芬,小丸子洗面奶160ml*2https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4BLCMrG?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【34.9 】梦妆,山茶洁面https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4B8Cucl?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【43 】旁氏,洗面奶米粹120g*2https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4zpkzlf?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【45】rio锐澳,鸡尾酒套装洋酒330ml*10https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4yGqKUP?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【17.9】萌心私物,冰丝吊打底背心https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4wRgpNl?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【6.9】欧莎夫人,耐高温玻璃沙拉碗500ml*2只https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4vs2YBF?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【39.9】金轩宝,月饼12饼12味礼盒装https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4s08YaH?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【7.9】知味观,4饼4味乐中秋月饼礼盒装https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4qAFTsd?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【9.9 】生活无忧,一次性200支牙线棒https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4kY2tAP?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【19.9】十里螺香,柳州正宗螺蛳粉5包https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4jx1rR0?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【124.85】欧莱雅,洗发露润发乳440mlhttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4hPgozU?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【9.9】keemake,水果三件套https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4fwiBAG?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【69 】阿芙,大马士革玫瑰纯露https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4en4MR0?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【24.9】含羞草,泰国风味芒果干500ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4ebdlVK?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【8.99】虹陈香,老火锅底料400ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4dxiHKK?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【29.9】阿宽,10袋红油面皮+2袋同款https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4cZCukR?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【9.9 】霸夫,植物能量维生素功能饮料4瓶https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku4bJnB3j?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【14.9】甄伴,粒粒彩袋装彩虹糖https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku49Tk2KV?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【29.9】阿宽,意大利面番茄肉酱拌面意粉4袋装https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku42ObP0E?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【10.7】ins可爱少女心亚克力透明笔筒https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku42o9oSH?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【39】苏泊尔,316L不锈钢保温杯https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3WL9JCs?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【9.8】伯爵王子,手提小灯笼diy材料包https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3Q44dvo?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【6.9】怡浓,益生菌黑巧克力70ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3LivayC?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【59】Face,带吸管儿童保温杯https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3Jn9JdA?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【48.99】真心,山楂罐头880g*3罐https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3IoChpc?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【9.9】羚锐,麝香壮骨膏*10贴https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3z59tlC?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【14.9 】ukiss,眼唇卸妆液100MLhttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku3vsyQJI?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【17.9 】良品铺子,整箱海苔肉丝吐司520ghttps://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku2W408Rr?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
【4.9】蓝漂,4大包西柚味抽纸https://weibo.com/5260938047/Ku2NvCH8c?from=page_1005055260938047_profile&wvr=6&mod=weibotime
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提前交卷完,遇到榜中高一的进校了[摊手]
有一个人朝我一直挥手[打call]
我:哪个神经病??[费解]
然后看了一下,哦智障妹啊,我就过去了,然后也亲眼见到了那个姚jn,那个妹妹长得挺漂亮的,我说我想看,智障妹说人家才初三[费解]失策了[哼]
然后也碰到wcl了,打个招呼就走,差点撞上初中死党hhx,他一脸懵逼看我,我瞪着看他,突然来一句:你好矮啊[摊手]
我:????神经病[费解]你一来就要吵架?[费解]
然后站着聊了一会儿(不到一分钟),动不动就说我矮,他一个188的跟der一样[费解]我懒得搭理他[鄙视]
有一个人朝我一直挥手[打call]
我:哪个神经病??[费解]
然后看了一下,哦智障妹啊,我就过去了,然后也亲眼见到了那个姚jn,那个妹妹长得挺漂亮的,我说我想看,智障妹说人家才初三[费解]失策了[哼]
然后也碰到wcl了,打个招呼就走,差点撞上初中死党hhx,他一脸懵逼看我,我瞪着看他,突然来一句:你好矮啊[摊手]
我:????神经病[费解]你一来就要吵架?[费解]
然后站着聊了一会儿(不到一分钟),动不动就说我矮,他一个188的跟der一样[费解]我懒得搭理他[鄙视]
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