20170121出道500天，九个人叽叽喳喳热热闹闹的开了庆祝直播，唯独你缺席了
温柔的室友在直播的最后解释说因为你在洗澡没能来参加，之后会带过来的
20170122的Live演出，唱because时不断的喝水掩饰情绪，在椅子上几近脱力，数次低头落泪，舞台站位的缘故，身边的队友只能用视线和余光默默关注着你
Because这首歌，从旋律到歌词都很悲伤，“……我会在这里的，再疼我也会忍住”，是真的太疼了吧，那些铺天盖地子虚乌有的谩骂诬陷，让最耀眼夺目的小玫瑰失去了色彩和光芒
第一次直观的感受到，那一年的冬天对你而言，是多么漫长且难熬
本着考古陈年旧糖的心，却连接起了让人心碎的故事线，我当场表演一个猛汉落泪呜呜呜呜呜呜……好想摸摸你的头发告诉你，选择回到舞台是多么值得敬佩的一件事情，你是世界上最坚强最勇敢的小玫瑰，不要再哭啦qaq

【情感语录】
我和他有过仅两面之缘。匆匆认识，然后他不道而别。他采访我。因为一场浩劫般的灾难袭击了我所在城市。他的声音和他的眼神样冷峻。没有温度，十足的敏锐。
[emotional quotes]
I have had two sides with him. Hurriedly knowing, then he did not say goodbye. He interviewed me. Because a catastrophic disaster hit my city. His voice and his eyes were cold. No temperature, no lack of acuity.

"You are beautiful, but you are empty," he went on ."One could not die for you. To be sure, an ordinary passerby would think that my rose looked just like you…the rose that belongs to me . But in herself alone she is more important than all the hundreds of you other roses: because it is she that I have watered; because it is she that I have put under the glass globe; because it is she that I have sheltered behind the screen; because it is for her that I have killed the caterpillars; because it is she that I have listened to, when she grumbled, or boasted or even sometimes when she said nothing .Because she is my rose ."