When it rains, I want to cry; When I am listening to the music, I want to cry; When I watch a movie, I want to cry......
I am quite used to behaving like that I am OK, but sometimes I indeed need some breaks. I have to admit that, I am, really not OK! I like to walk outside without umbrella in the rainy days, because nobody will notice that a girl is walking on the streets with a face full of water, and even herself cannot tell whether they are tears or rains. I like that kind of freedom, but I should say it is really cold. https://t.cn/R2WxQOQ

青春叛逆期的时候总是害怕成为像父母一样的人 觉得那样不帅不酷没有意思 可是长大以后会发现 自己慢慢和父母亲变得惊人的相似 哪怕想突破 突破以后也是一环扣一环陷入无尽的循环 家庭的影响的确有着无穷的魔力 所以就不要抗拒命运的安排 总是乐于接受因为我爱着我的父母还有家人 他们也爱着我 iknow 所以我也爱着身边的每一个人 因为所有的安排都会有最好的回报I’M QUITE SURE.

我终于见到哈老师了[泪]
他真的是那种少数让我感觉讲话就像having a casual but quite intellectual chat的人 聊了一小下antipodes 我说我好喜欢没有resolution的结尾和它的abstract&ambiguity 他说yeah its kinda like life
和他讲了我还有两周drama exam 他祝我好运 甚至和我简短聊了下punchdrunk和我考试要演的therese raquin（不愧english major
我今天也没学会表情管理。