《洛丽塔》

“I looked and looked at her and I knew,as clearly as I know that I will die,that I loved her more than anything I'd ever seen or imagined on earth.She was only dead leaf echo of the nymphet from from long ago...but I loved her,this Lolita,pale and polluted and big with another man's child.She could fade and wither.I didn't care.I would still go mad with tenderness at the mere sight other face.”

“我看着她，看了又看，我知道就像我知道我必死无疑那样清楚。我是如此的爱她，胜过我所看到的所能想象到的地球上的任何事物。她以前是一个妖女，现在却像一片枯叶，但是我爱她，这个洛丽塔苍白、臃肿、俗气、怀着别的男人的孩子，她可以褪色，可以枯萎，我不在乎。但我只要看她一眼，万般柔情，涌上心头。”

“洛丽塔，我的生命之光，我的欲念之火。我的罪恶，我的灵魂。”

O wert thou in the cauld blast,On yonder lea, on yonder lea,My plaidie to the angry airt,I'd shelter thee, I'd shelter thee;Or did Misfortune's bitter stormsAround thee blaw, around thee blaw,Thy bield should be my bosom,To share it a', to share it a'. Or were I in the wildest waste,Sae black and bare, sae black and bare,The desert were a Paradise,If thou wert there, if thou wert there；Or were I Monarch o' the globe,Wi' thee to reign, wi' thee to reign,The brightest jewel in my CrownWad be my Queen, wad be my Queen

我真的很不想再长大，
我不想再也等不到我想拼命留住的让我充实的安全感……
我在想你会不会也在想我在想的东西……
这种感觉总是会莫名出现…
一辈子这么长，
我们到底会经历什么？
现在的我们又经历着什么?
我们在哪一阶段？
我们又即将去往哪个阶段？
我们最终会到达哪个实点……
我不知道……
I wish I can handle it...
But at first, I should orient myself, and see clearly the future...
I do should have brief, trust,and passion...
Anyway, I do miss u,it’s true... https://t.cn/z82cP7e