一个unpopular的opinion:
普通且自信本应该是褒义的
谁规定普通的人不能自信自爱? 我们只配自卑自怜自暴自弃吗
自大和自信是两码事
21世纪最伟大的哲学家(划掉)kanye once said:
See, if I was tryna relate it to more people
I'd probably say I'm struggling with loving myself
Because that seems like a common theme
But that's not the case here
I love myself way more than I love you
现在的网络环境似乎暗中规定了
只有各种无法自爱的common theme才是可以被接受的
才能被人安慰 被人认可鼓励
与此同时网络会刺激你 告诉你不够好 看看别人的大跑车 别人的限量包包 别人的精致生活 姣好长相
也许让人觉得现在的自己不够好 才能刺激出别人想要改变自己的欲望 才会有购买欲?
just some thoughts

很久没有试过白天e大mo了
虽然老生常谈
但是确实应该时不时审视一下
自己和身边人的relationship是否健康
自尊心和自信心就是一天天被消磨没的 https://t.cn/Ry8weTz

Its quite a blur, but im tryna recall it… basically there was a man, he found his his wife was cheating on him, and the one who his wife was having an affair with was just right in our school yeah the whole incident happened in our school.
What’s more, a boy who he wanted to kill is just then one who I wanted to protect. I can't quite remember who he was, anyway I was protecting him from behind. Btw! The boy I protected in the dream was not having an affair with his wife! It’s a misunderstanding. I gotta point out this before I go on with it hahhaha
the clue in the dream was several knives, one of them was the green one i use to eat fruits in my real life!! Hahahhaha lol
The details is sort of a blank.. all in all.. it turns out there were like 5 men who hv slept with his wife… so he killed all of them and asked his wife to kill herself. I hv idea what did her wife became… noodles in the end of the dream… u know, sort of like, fine dried noodles, which is crumbly before cooking. so the way his wife killed herself was breaking herself into pieces…
i know i know the ending concerning the noodles is literally absurd hahahah.. but anyway it did scare me. and the whole process is so real n complete! i woke up immdiately after the dream was over..

8.43am
P1/not
It’s called ‘怪味抄手!’ Hahaha not bad, sort of sour, but can be accepted for me
9:14am
P2/so fast!! I just uploaded it last night, alr passed this early morning hahahah whoa
10.35am
P3/red pomelo! Hahaha
Actually its cuz I’m tryna finsh the whole big one pomelo asap.. its been days… still got half of it left
10.30am
P4/i cried again[泪]
12.16pm
P5-6/lunchtimeee
1.35pm
P7-8/gahhahahahahahahahahahahahaha lmaooooo!!!!!!
3.41pm
P9/fruit timeee!! (in class 懂