半夜在听adam的后摇马甲，听着听着突然就哭了。好像有什么很遥远的情绪正在漂泊过来。
在owl city的外壳下，adam永远展露他最积极、快乐的一面，轻快的电子乐，像saltwater room明明是求索，却好像已经得到了；this isn't the end即使有个悲伤的开头仍有个美满的结局…自不必说you re not alone/gold/my everything/beautiful times/all my friends……
唯独在最开始听他的歌时，我不敢相信我在轻快清新的fireflies里听到了"please take me away from here"，我立马就知道，他的心情与我的心情一定有一部分是吻合的。
所以其实遇见他的第一个下午，从我家那个破音响里流淌出来的saltwater灌满了房间，"if this is what i call home why does it feel so alone"应该已经让我的心颤抖过。
直到我听到silhouette，owl city唯一一次最靠近adam的悲伤与孤独并尝试表达出来。
"im new to this grief i cant explain,but im no stranger to the heartache and the pain"
"but the more i try to move on,the more i feel alone,so i watch the summer stars to lead me home"
"coz i walk alone no matter where i go……"
我每次听都会哭到半死。
adam很清醒很克制，他知道界限，他把所有美好的留在了owl city。所以我知道他的后摇马甲有多可贵，那里有adam未曾掩藏的孤独的真心。
#OwlCity[超话]#

Oppa..❤❤
I wish to be in your arms, ❤❤
and never let you go. ❤❤
I wish to be with you till the end of time. ❤❤❤❤❤
I wish that sleeping in your arms under the moonlight, look at the stars. ❤✨
I really wish that i can stay with you forever. ❤
I wish that we could go to the beach by the sea. Holding your hands,
I wanna just feel you and your love. ❤❤
The feelings are true, it’s only for you. ❤❤
I wish the time stops by, and the moment also stops. ⌛ I don’t wanna let you go, coz i love you so much. ❤❤❤❤❤

Leaders that I had back in the days are numbered but this lady might be the only one that would only come to me when she has needs and every time I would just turn her down not coz I dont have the resources that she needs it s just that why on earth would I ever wanna offer anything u want??
Let s just face it even i wanna do it for old times sake but the truth is I don’t have any memorable moment with u[作揖]