#English Diaries#
Today I met a consultant, after almost two years long. We talked a lot, went through 3 issues mainly, including my little brother, ex-boyfriend and grandfather. She said something really comforting that my grandfather probably could see another world so that he was fearless of death.
And I had the first experience of being hypnotised. It was not as magical as in movies or novels, basically it was you follow the instructions of your consultant and imagine yourself interacting with people. In my imagination, my ex-boyfriend was the last and clearest one I saw, I felt he was right there even when I opened my eyes and the hypnosis was done. He said something to me, I talked to him back. My consultant said she was healed by our conversation.
And I felt love running inside of me for the first time. Love was always been a abstract concept rather than a feeling to me, but today I felt it physically. I must remember the feeling and things I said to them since we can’t live without love.

#林彦俊我们一直在# #2023新年心愿#
今天心情好，来听一首符合心情的歌吧!
其中有一句歌词「Do you think time would pass me by｣
有人解释为:「你以前没有把握好机会，之后老了才发现自己已经错失了｣
我想她要说的是，不要在意外在的因素，为自己的目标或爱情，突破困难勇往直前｡@林彦俊

Vanessa Carlton《A Thousand Miles》https://t.cn/A6KDvZWH @QQ音乐

Dear my Oppa, i hope Oppa realize your importance not only to me, but to everyonewho has been blessed to know Oppa❤❤❤
i hope Oppa remember that no matter what,
i'm here for Oppa, always by your side to cherish and support Oppa ❤❤❤
i hope Oppa know that i love you so much with every ounce of my being. ❤❤❤