This is not goodbye, my darling, this is a thank you, Thank you for coming into my life, and giving me joy, Thank you for loving me,and receiving my love in return, Thank you for the memories, will cherish forever, but most of all,Thank you for showing me,that there will come a time,when I can eventually let you go, love you, bye.

好久没有在疼痛时写过备忘录了，真的，毫无逻辑的，写完就舒服了，第一次用英文，用有道翻译了一下，还挺有意思的。

There is no connection emotionally.
Every second passed me so easily.
I was scared to be heard.
I was trying to remember all the details hurt me
So I can stand high with no self esteem.
Tears were not flowing as much as I appreciated.
Games were over and over again.
Get rid of my head or my house.
Never betrayed like this shit, and do not put you self feelings into any others emotions.
Because I was drown into emotions automatically deeply. The bed was not that bed anymore, it becomes rehab bedtime.
Please don’t come.

#苏新皓[超话]##苏新皓 真金白银真二番##苏新皓 顶级主舞##苏新皓 实力断层top##苏新皓 三代唯一全能ace# “我哥真金白银的二番，我哥实力配得上好吗”
“My brother is twice as rich as silver. Is it good for Shen Lei and me.”
“우리 형은 정말 금이 가는 두 번인데, 우리 형은 실력이 잘 어울려요”