大悦城MISS DEER 年前一个月我99元秒杀了一个原价498元的淘气堡，初三那天我俩到门口时，售票小姐姐说，99的卷17号以前不能用，现在有活动，228的也不错，于是我和豆豆小朋友没有偶像包袱的转身就奔向大悦汇的一个淘气堡去了，18号的今天来消费这个99的[坏笑]怎么说呢，除了贵以外，没有缺点。很大，大到验完卷进门5分钟后，就找不到孩子了，有种云深不知处的感觉[汗]

mumbling)

the weather is still good and the sky becomes clear at night again~
hahahah [哈哈][good]

i did the meditation for about 50 minutes today, and i did something different this time, i called my twin babies and my twinflame, but not all at once.
the first time i tried to call out my twin babies, and i did feel that i looked into their eyes directly, which means i didn't see how they look like, and even though i closed my eyes when mediation, it felt like so real that i saw them through my eyelids, and i saw the light, but i didn't do/ say anything particularly, and i did it the same to my twinflame, still nothing particularly happened, however i started to recall some memories that happened in my dreams previously, in those dreams my twinflame always looked so joyful when seeing me, like a little hopping bird or deer, innocent and you can tell that his mind and heart is completely full of me and being so simply joyous to have me around him, and try his best to treat me nice, and this is so sweet and always makes my heart melt.
[哈哈][爱你]

i've been feeling weak since got up, it feel like being punched by my stomach continuously, or like vacuuming the air from my stomach that i become short of breath.
and occasionally i had heart palpitations and premature heartbeats, but i am fine.
[举手][ok]

i like my dinner, i love corns, just two of them were kinda over ripe that their texture became a little too chewy, but they're fresh and sweet, still tasty~
[哈哈][馋嘴]
and i cooked two different fishes, because i feel weak and i think fish soup might be good for me?
[笑cry]
and the tomato, sweet~
overall, i got full, warm, and satisfied~
and right, i also had two bites of a bread i bought yesterday, strawberry flavor, i will show you tomorrow~
hahahah [哈哈][干饭人][awsl]

an airplane is flying by now (00:16 am) and earlier i heard one flying by as well at 11:16pm~

so far?
then good night and love~
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I love you, Bai Mengyan.
You're the wife.
Ju Yuezhu has no strength.
I said speak up. What's wrong?
What's wrong with the white deer?

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