时间 真的 很快
那段看似有光却又黑暗的日子
现在回过头来再去翻阅
心中依旧那么辛酸
甚至会有那么几个瞬间湿润了眼眶

好在 也算 走了出来~
或许正是 过去 吃到了 绝望的 苦涩
如今

总会有一种危机感
逼迫着自己

不停地往前迈着脚步...
即便很累...

因为

停下来就会慌张
略微享受当下的安逸

就会有罪恶感...

很喜欢最近看到的一句话:
Life is looking forward to the future, and is not looking backward to the past. If you always look backward to the past, you will miss lots of beauty at this time. Life is short, people should cherish the mordern time.
好坏都是过去式，挥手说拜拜~ https://t.cn/RI7nYAL

#巴克提玛伽##阿特玛科里亚瑜伽##大师箴言#
通常，我们做很多事情的时候都是心怀期待。祈祷时我们想要某样东西。冥想时我们希望神能显现。但是，这些期待不会把我们带至想望之地。只有当我们不再从神那儿求取任何东西，而是像个孩子一样，无论天父给了什么，都能欢喜接受，然后祂才会让我们彻悟神之圣爱。
— 帕拉玛罕撒·维希瓦南达
Often we do lots of things, but we have expectations. We pray; we expect something. We meditate; we expect God to jump into our meditation. However, these expectations will not lead us anywhere. Only when we don’t expect anything from God and accept, like a child, whatever the Father is giving, and we are happy with whatever He gives us, then He will also give us the full Realisation of His Divine Love.
— Paramahamsa Vishwananda

在很认真的看Before Sunrise，喜欢他们的喋喋不休，喜欢他们之间的topic，喜欢他们的不合情理却又合乎事宜。
他自人山人海而来，这猛烈的喜欢，我避之不及，甘之若饴。
看电影之前，发现Notes自动同步了几条去年的备忘录，认认真真的看完。
Seems like that I have forgotten lots of things.
It's so sad.