The unexpected result of this spiritual change is that an uglier face is put upon the world. It becomes so ugly that no one can love it any longer-we cannot even love ourselves-and in the end there is nothing in the outer world to draw us away from the reality of the life within. Here, no doubt, we have the true significance of this spiritual change.

-Modern Man in Search of a Soul

Judgment with subjective motivation often deviates. So we have to try to get an accurate picture of reality, even when that's unpleasant or inconvenient.
It's the drive not to make one idea win or another lose, but just to see what's really there. 带有主观动机的判断往往会出偏差。所以我们必须努力准确地了解现实，即使这会令人不快或带来不便，但这是一种不轻易让一个想法赢或另一个想法输的驱动力，只是为了探究究竟事实是什么。

Just now, being a fan of you was questioned for a while,I am helpless to die,The six-year old fan chased you crazy in the third grade,Every time I hear from you, I will be ecstatic,Even in class, I can't help but peek at your live broadcast,Hey, who calls you so beautiful,2019, hope you get better and better,Are you brave to fly Alice(?°з°)-?here I am?