i wanted to die more than once
i came from the abyss and had no attachment to the world.
feeling so much suffocated
i can't tell whether i live for responsiblity or love
don't want to make someone i love sad.
But it's like nobody ever cared how I felt.
I dare not express it easily in Chinese.
Why am I alive?
It's like a rock in my heart.
Always said I was weak, but who knows me……
crazy
I wish I had been through a nightmare, but I never woke up……
I'll never say anything

follow了一位运动博主，该博主塑形期间每天2W步+NTC or Hiit and yoga，还能hold住一整天繁忙的工作然后给自己做点好吃的[跪了]今天尝试加上走路，朝2W步努力，可能是穿了一天皮鞋走路太累的缘故，只能走这么多了[摊手]真的已经尽力了[允悲] 按你胃，循序渐进，keep trying and never give up so easily[并不简单]

Mark my step : 29/3 was a tough day to me. People said: forget the past, head to the future but i think you need to learn from the past to prepare for your future.
Even though I cried so hard during that day but now i know, since today i have to cherish my tears, can't easily fall down for someone who doesn't deserve it. Because i'm a little princess and a princess doesn't cry
Love yourself more and more everyday