大扫除,洗所有的脏衣服,扫地清除所有的污秽,当w经过数次从她的视角望过去才发现地面已如此之脏,灰尘如此之厚。很累。明明在赶作业期间能沉沉睡去十多个小时,但是赶完以后反而精神紧张,早上八点就自然醒了。也好,珍惜这种紧迫感的惯性,完成那些todolist,列出来以后才发现有很多事要做,否则就散漫混日。许多bullshit无意义都杂事要处理。不能再拖延了。有时候就是一种惯性,懒惰的人会一直沉浸懒惰,勤奋起来以后就继续保持勤奋。我想自律,有意义,看到dy装修房间的精致,我开始羡慕,但又恐“随时离去”而不想浪费精力金钱时间去装饰自己的房间,更深一层,是我不知道如何精致。我是底层成长出来的藤蔓,而不是玫瑰,耳濡目染,目光所及是脏乱的农村景致,无灰尘则是干净,生存温饱之争,而非精神追求。c老师说得对,或许我太浮躁,时刻需要与人链接,wxdywz时刻不停。但今天,因为高效做事、独处、安静空间,i am enjoying myself,enjoyingthe liife. 我需要诚实地面对自己,所以现在如此私密坦诚地记录生活,接纳自己的所有生活和结构因素。并且超然物外。
Thirty-three that's how old I am now. Still young enough, though no longer young. The age that Jesus Christ died. The age that Scott Fitzgerald started to go downhill. This age may be a kind of crossroads in life. This is the age when I begin my liife as an adventurer, and it will be my belated, but real, starting point as a learner to enjoy my brand-new life.
在青山绿水之间,
我想牵着你的手,走过这座桥。
桥上是绿叶红花,
桥下是流水人家,
桥的那头是青丝,
桥的这头是白发。
——沈从文
I want to hold yoyr hands and spend the transience but endless liife together in this beautiful world.
There are unrivalled beauty and earthly livehood in this way.
My only wish is that Ican spend it with you from young to old. https://t.cn/8sgnoWi
我想牵着你的手,走过这座桥。
桥上是绿叶红花,
桥下是流水人家,
桥的那头是青丝,
桥的这头是白发。
——沈从文
I want to hold yoyr hands and spend the transience but endless liife together in this beautiful world.
There are unrivalled beauty and earthly livehood in this way.
My only wish is that Ican spend it with you from young to old. https://t.cn/8sgnoWi
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