I went to another city to do some body check last night,when I back home today Mrs Dai told me she had found niannian for a very long time,at last she found her in my room,I looked at her and realized that maybe she was missing me caz she hadn’t seen me over 24hrs.she is only a puppy.everyday when I back home,she is the most busiest family member in our family,no matter where she is in house,she always wags her tail and runs to me,this is fantastic and its also the first time I feel needed.[心]

These days: "I had A vision... of 2017 in my mind."

It's hard to depict the scene...
Maybe another summer night in 2017,
my dad and I passed by the familiar old road,
I saw the lights from The Mixc.

They built a new part years ago,
shabby dining hall became fancy.
Old road was blocked.
Memory has gone.
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#星条红与皇室蓝#
p1是原著最喜欢的部分（很多地方都喜欢 Henry写的这句note最喜欢 I wish there weren't a wall between us.
在我看来这是全文最绝望的一句话 从语法上来讲 Henry用了虚拟语气 表明在他心里他认为他们之间存在一堵不可打破的墙
就原著来说 alex是在Texas确认自己心意之前 一直有意识的提醒自己不要沉溺 Henry则是始终持最悲观的态度 清醒的沉沦 在alex挑明之前he never thought alex will ever love him back . 他在雪夜中偷了一个吻 所幸这个吻得到了回应 他也不再逃避 他主动 他给予 alex给的他都受着 他认为有天alex会厌倦 会在轻重衡量之间舍弃自己 到那天 他也会受着 然后将自己一直以来的爱意就埋在waterloo garden 让其黑暗中恣意生长
但是他没想到 alex does love him and more
alex told him he could choose to be happy and he deserved it
于是有了原著外作者另写的Henry写给alex的情书
henry had been a lost boy for such a long long time that he gave up finding the way out but stayed at the forest
until one day
a ray appeared and
here came alex
he found him and led him all the way out
he made henry a happy man